Still not in the mood...

....so sad that someone could do something like this and just walk away, or flee like a coward in this case....I don't usually let things get me down, I'm of the brush yourself off and move on school of thought, have little tolerance for whining, BUT I just can't wrap my mind around this one, sigh, thank God, again and again and again that these children and precious husband of mine are alive and well....but knowing this person is out there and very likely living somewhere in my neighborhood is just killing me...closure always sounded like some goofy psych babble until now, but I just can not rest until this is really resolved...we seem to be one step closer to identifying this individual and until then I think I shall trust that the universe will make things right...

forgive the random stream of consciousness...be back soon with regular programming (and really, and truly I understand in my heart of hearts how lucky we were to put one foot in front of the other and walk away from this wreck and for that I am eternally grateful, I'm not in the least feeling sorry for myself, just incredibly pissed off at the piece of shit that did this....)